Screamingly…
10billion things have happened at once every minute in the past week. It’s much better this week at 5 billion. I hope it reduces to 1 billion next week but that might be a lot to ask for.
You see, there’s chaos and then there’s the process of seeing yourself walking in different directions while standing in one place. It plays out in two ways. For me, it’s played out in two ways.
One moment, I’m screaming because God is good regardless of the madness and at that point, I feel joyful.
The next moment, I am screaming because God is good and yet madness still has the audacity to exist! At that point, I feel overwhelmed.
There’s been a lot of internal screaming lately.
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I hate it when people ask “how are you” and then add “no really, how are you really?”
What are you going to do with the response you’re expecting to get? When I pour out my heart and it looks like the jumbled chords of a tape from the early 2000s, will you take out time to sort through it and then ensure it’s wound back into its proper place?
Too much? So why’d you ask?
Because people like to know that they know.
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On my way home, I’ll get fruits.
Apples, bananas, cucumbers, carrots (Because I have gaps in my teeth and I might as well be a rabbit) and oranges 😌😌.
This information wasn’t necessary but this is how I’ve been communicating all week. In bits.
Yours in “I don’t know what’s going on”,
Yellow Epiphany 🌼
